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dear self //03

helpless, tensed, we're running out of time. I know you're scared, I know you're helpless, you wasted a hell lot of time and now here we are, crying and regretting. remember the times we made a time table, and decided to follow it and failed miserably. I know you don't know what to do now, we hardly have a month, to prepare for something people study for years. 

but hey, aren't we a pro at it? finishing tasks just before the deadlines? I know, we can okay. don't panic baby. just don't. you're gonna be so happy in few months. don't take stress baby girl. just work hard now, and trust the process. be confident. be happy, I know you'll do well. I know we'll do well. 

you're not alone, I am with you. we both are in this together. I know its hard, I know its hard to work with such burden of emotional thunder on our chest, I know its hard, its hard. but its not impossible, we can do wonders, we will do wonders. I love you, people love you, you're not alone. 

I hope you know, I am with you always. I know, I know if we don't succeed in this, mom dad are going to be so disappointed, but bub, we're not gonna let that happen. get up, get up and work. don't think about anything else, just get into it. I know, I know girl, it feels as if we're paralysed, but we have to.

remember I love you, I am with you. we're gonna do this, we're in this together, we'll succeed, we'll make them proud, make me proud. will you?