its been quite a while that I've written something for you. things are all messed up, breaking all the promises, still standing there where we both started. I hope you know, I still love you. even when you are so messy, all over places. pride ain't broken, but our heart is. I want you to know, you're requisite just the way you are. I know, the new place you've got yourself into bothers you a hell lot. the new people, are not good for your mental health, and its affecting you so much that all you do is overthink nowadays. I want you to know, we're in this together. I want you to know, that no matter what I'll always be with you.
why do you feel shoddy by their utterance? their opinions don't matter at all. you are not gruesome or grisly, all i know is that you're pretty. I want that old self back, because this new person is so harsh on us. I'm sure, we'll get through this as well, we've been through so much, this is nothing. just few months, and we'll be at a better place, a place we've worked so hard for.
I want you to know, that your friends love you so much. they check up on you, they care for you so much so stop crying yourself to sleep every night thinking that you are ugly and unlovable. YOU'RE NOT, and above all, its me. me, who is always there for you. right beside you, whenever you need, whether someone leaves. stop, stop overthinking, stop being so harsh on yourself, and stop letting people affect you so much.
I will never not think about you, I love you.
I want you to promise, that the next letter I write for you should be overflowing of appreciation. just be happy, I'm here. always here. always here for you. they're stupid,are you really going to affect yourself by such disgusting people? no, a big no. just get back to work, we'll get what we desire. destiny holds a lot of beautiful things and people for us, just work for it love.