Don't Worry. I Won't.

Even though I feel something so special for you, I won't.

Even though I feel happy hearing your voice, I won't.

Even though we talk all night, I won't.

Even though I feel complete whenever I am with you, I won't.

Even though holding your hand makes me feel safe, I won't.

Even though I am willing to take a risk, I won't.

I have fallen in love with you but I won't love you because it's not going to be right. I can go on pretending that we have nothing but plain friendship even though that's not what my heart feels. I know this feelings will move on in time. One day, I can look at you in your eyes and know that I don't like you like that. Someday but not be soon enough but I know it will come. One day my 'what ifs' will turn into 'good thing I didn't' and everything will be fine. But right now, let me battle my own feelings for you without you knowing. Loving you is something I'd do everything just so I won't.