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I'm really considering putting an end to my life.

I know how much it would hurt the people who love me, but I can't fight myself anylonger. I can't get out, I can't run away, I can't control it... I'm dying.

Don't get me wrong, I really don't want to hurt the people around me. I know I'd fuck their lives up. Trust me, I know and I'm keeping it in mind. The real me doesn't want to die in any way; it wants to live, laugh, enjoy life, party, meet up with friends... . It's the monster inside my head who's telling me I must die and that the way I feel will never end.

And it never ends...

As I'm sitting here, watching the life pouring out of me, I smile and guess what?

It ends.

Claire

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Youssra Zaim Sassi

8 years ago

death is what defines us . don't die because you're unhappy , Die but not before you have loved and loved life , not before you enjoyed every kind of food possible , not before , yoou have taken alooot of pictures of sunsets , not before you have kissed strangers for no reason , not before you fall like crazy for someone , not before you fee what it's like to reaally be loved . don't die until you really enjoy living

Oumaima Chebihi

8 years ago

try to put ur mind in ur head.. it not the right choice i swear

Afonso Andrade Andrade

8 years ago

Claire, I know exactly how you feel and as you might remember I'm on the same page as you are. Just like you said to me, hold on the good things in life and stay here for those who really love you. There's always a change for you to shut up your demons in another way. Please don't make any mistake, you'll be glad in the future if you give yourself the oportunity to be happy and not to waste all your efforts and not to urt those who love you

Claire Jonas

8 years ago

Afonso Andrade, thank you so much.. I'll stay strong, for them. No matter how hard it sometimes seems, I'll get there and I really hope you'll get there too! Thank you so much for the support. We won't give in!

Lakshya Datta

8 years ago

I don't know you, but after reading your stories and thoughts, I do hope I have the right to say this: every feeling, every emotion, everything is temporary. Don't make a decision that would make things permanent. There is no "undo" button on that. Happiness doesn't come to you, it has to be found. Everyday. Everyone does it, you can do it too. Be happy. I know it sounds like a cliche, but it is a choice.

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