I thought
Only sadness
And happiness
Matter.
I thought
Nothing could be worse
Than loneliness.
But when once I felt
An emotion so unidentifiable
That it might go somewhere
Between smiles and frowns,
So empty was it
That even when tears formed
They wouldn't come out.
Everywhere I searched
To call it a name
Befitting its abominability.
Ennui-
That's its name.