everything is white

white ceiling. white sheets. clear tears.

"I might not even wake up after" she sob, clinging to his arms

"Shh fight for me, fight for us, wake up for me" he brushed her hair so carefully

"I'm scared"

Me too, he wanted to say

She's gotten so thin

"You're strong baby, you are so strong."

You can touch her scapula

My angel...

"I love you, I wish I have more time to do so"

he gave her a kiss

"I love you too. We will baby. We will." 

that night he cried.

never in his life has he cried so much

never in his life did he drank so much

never in his life he hurts so much

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Part 1: Deep Sleep

Part 2: She and Him

Part 3: everything is white