Finally

She just stood there. Not expecting for anything miraculous to happen, but just watching the world go on with their lives.

She just stood there. Reminiscing all that she have done  and all that she have not done.

She just stood there. Thinking what would it be like if she did never existed, it could have been better without her existence, thinking she will never be a loss.

She just stood there. feeling everything at once, acknowledging her faults, her imperfections and everything that she is and everything that she is not. 

She just stood there. With here eyes closed, not wanting tears to escape and with a sad smile on her face.

Waiting for someone to notice her pain, wanting someone to rescue her from her misery.

But nobody did.

She just stood there still.

Realizing she is worth it of something more.

Realizing she has been torturing herself for too long.

Realizing that she is not supposed to be just standing there.

Glancing once more, 

Taking it all in. 

Letting it all in for the first time.

She just stood there.

Feeling every ounce of pain, bitterness, sorrow, and happiness.

Taking a deep breath, appreciating life.

She just stood there.

This time, with her sparkling eyes and her genuine smile.

For one last second.

One last minute.

One last hour.

And for one last moment.

She just stood there.

And finally,

She decided to take a step and move forward.