Fireworks.

The day has come.

The day that people can start all over again.

The day that people can choose what they wanted to be, again.

The day that everyone is happy.

The day where people are celebrating a new year, new beginning, new start, a new challenge to face.

But i'm just here looking at my window. Watching how the fireworks display scattered all around the sky. 

And all I can say is, it is beautiful.

It is satisfying, relaxing, and it makes me calm.

As I watches the fireworks began to fade, I smiled and touch my window as if 'm reaching for that lights.

Why is it gone so fast?

Why did it vanish that fast?

Can't it lasts?

Can't it glow a little more longer?

My eyes starts to become watery.

My heart beat is racing so fast. 

My breathing becomes abnormal.

As I watches the sky slowly turning again into an empty and dark ambience, I can't help myself but to cry. 

It's dark again.

It's empty again.

And it's lonely again.

I couldn't do anything but to lay on my bed and think. 

Think and think all over again.

Maybe that's the reason why people celebrate the New Year's Eve nor Day, I said to myself.

They celebrate it because that is the only day that gives us another opportunity.

Another hope.

Because when the days starts to pass again?

We don't know what will happen to us.

Even if we've already predicted.

Even if we convince ourselves to change for the better, we cannot do anything.

We cannot do anything if the fate doesn't want to support us.

Because it's unstoppable.

It's inevitable.

Like the fireworks display,

At the beginning, we're all gonna be so happy.

We're all gonna have our own predictions, own goals, own dreams, own plans for this whole year.

But then, we ended up doing nothing,

Achieving nothing.

The happiness? It will not take that long,

 Because it will all fade away.

In the end, we're all just gonna be empty again,

Swallowed by the darkness that was once the reason why we saw the beauty of the fireworks display.

And my one thought about this New Year's Day?

Is don't expect too much from anyone, from anything, and from anybody.

Cause in the end? It's just my own thoughts and strength that will make me hurt.