Five Hues of Blue

It took me a blink of an eye to see the hidden beautiful colors of you and never have I ever adore someone’s soul the way I do when it comes to you. And guess what, I find myself listening to that music whose lyrics is you.

Everything is just perfect. I found you standing there looking like that knight in shining armor from those fairy tales I used to read when I was younger. That smile of yours is like the bright color of the great sun. It looks like you came at the right time, at the right place. So I opened my heart that has been locked for ages. I learned to trust again when you told me to jump to somewhere out of my comfort zone. I learned to appreciate my worth when you told me I shine brighter than the huge stars around me. I was happy. I learned to be happy again and it’s all because of you. I can imagine what a great couple we could be.

Then my phone shut down and the music stopped playing. The sudden dimension shift had me taken aback. I thought the concept of us is something that would save me from this nightmare I can’t escape.

Yes I saw you standing there looking like that knight in shining armor from those fairy tales I used to read when I was younger – standing with your rescued princess, holding each other’s hand, with that smile of yours like the bright color of the great sun. It looks like you came for her at the right place and at the right time. I was about to open my heart that has been locked for ages but I saw how happy you are with her. I was devastated. But still trusted you when you told me to jump somewhere out of my comfort zone because I see the sincerity in your eyes. I know you care. You care because I am your friend. I learned to appreciate my worth when you told me I shine brighter than the huge stars around me so I must keep surviving because the man for me is just around, admiring me from a secret place. I hope I can tell you how I wish it was you who you’re pertaining to. I was happy. I learned to be happy again because I met someone so great like you even all we have in between is friendship. I can imagine what a great couple we could be if I were her.

I love you, I will always do. And even if you’ll end up sitting beside Wendy on your wedding day, I will forever cherish the chance of being your Tinkerbell, my Peter Pan.