Forget You Remember Love

Who are you? this is my response to his "How have you been?". "After a year we met again", but the problem is I cant remember him, who are you made him step back, I ask again "who are you?"he showed me a picture, its me, but I push him and he froze but he hug me, and whispered "I am back" still I can't remember him. Its raining and I cant move my feet he grab my hand and I just let him drag me. I am with him in this pink and purple ice cream shop.

"this is where we met"

I nod my head, as if I remember it. again he grab my hand and I just let him drag me in the next place, he stop running and both of us are soaking wet in the rain and he open an umbrella and said

"do you still have my umbrella?"

I shrug

"this will be the last place that might remind you who I am"

I let him drag me. In that amusement park, I found myself laughing with his joke and we both ride in a flying swing. Everyone is screaming and I started screaming

"I'M SORRY BUT I STILL CANT REMEMBER YOU!!!!"

after the ride he ask me again "Do you remember me now?" his eyes pleading and hoping that I do, but I still cant.

we sat in the near bench

"this might help" he gave me a small box

I read it loud "the box of memories"

I open it, pictures and letters, I first read the letters, the handwriting and the address is the only familiar thing to me. I look at the pictures, its me laughing, kissing him, and hugging him.

he ask me again "do you remember now?"

"what happened to you? why you cant remember me? did you suffer from amnesia?

but then again for the first time after a year, she came into my mind.

"I can't remember you 'cause that's not me, she passed away, that is my twin sister"

he's speechless. cant even utter a word, I close the box and put it in bench and said "keep it, that is the only memory you have with her" and I leave him frozen.

little did he know that every year my brain reboots, I don't want him to suffer with me.