So many memories were crashing down in the back of my mind; so many questions that were left unanswered haunted me at night and once again I'd end up grieving over the loss of someone who was still alive.
He had moved on a long time back and I was still stuck; he must've forgotten all the things I used to talk about, all the times I used to roll my eyes over his cheesy lines, all my over dramatic expressions and all the late night talks; but I remember everything, like it just happened a day ago. I've deleted our old conversations but I remember everything you said to me word by word because I couldn't delete it from my mind, all the feelings I felt for you is still there because I couldn't delete it from my heart.
And last night, even after controlling myself, I couldn't stop myself from talking to you and that's when I realized that you've become an entirely different person now and I don't even know you. You lacked the child-like innocence which the person I was in love with had, you were no longer filled with love and kindness and your vibes were different from his. He was gone and you are someone else, someone I'd never fall in love with. He was magic, you're not. He used to sing with so much of affection and emotions but you don't, he was like the moon that lighted up my dark days but you're more like the clouds. I don't know you and I'd never even want to know you.
Eventually, I guess I'm moving on too; I still have days when all the pain and regret comes back and I wish you were still mine but even after all this I guess I'm fine; you have become a memory that's more faded each day and maybe one day I'll finally free myself from the clutches of my ugly past, maybe I'll create a masterpiece out of all my pieces, maybe one day I'll be able to look at you and not feel the pain anymore.
This time instead of going through your profile and wishing you were mine I choose to better myself, I'll rise and I'll fall in love again but this time its gonna be with myself.
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