I woke up at 2am to the sound of thunder and rain combined together like the most beautiful yet chaotic music that's soothing at the same time painful to your ears. For a good five minutes I stared outside my window in a daze; drifting away to my own world and when I finally came back to reality my heart sank, I felt this ache in my chest and my stomach dropped. I couldn't move; I felt physically paralyzed with thousands of emotions playing at the back of my mind and when I finally managed to utter a word, involuntarily your name slipped out of my mouth and I went back again. I, somehow, time-traveled to six months back in the past when the person with the name that slipped out of my mouth was mine.
I cannot find words to describe what being with you felt like. I was happy but just 'happy' wouldn't be enough. Calling those days the best days of my life wouldn't do enough justice. You took me to a fairytale world, away from this brutal reality. But as you know, the rainbow doesn't lasts forever even thought you want it to. Just like the rainbow, we faded away. But I'm not unhappy about it because it was bound to happen, we were destined to meet just to help each other grow. I don't want you back but of course I miss you and a part of me will always be secretly in love with you.
And every time it rains it reminds me of you because just like the rain; you were a beautiful chaos that wrecked me in a beautiful way.
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