Frozen Flower

I remember when I was little,
I use to see the world as  a paradise 
I remember all those innocent things,the truest laugh
Those joy I've felt that I found in simple things
Where pain can be easily mended by sweets and a mother's kiss
Until I've become a lady, the world turn upside down in front of me
There was no paradise to see but a cold breeze passing through anybody
There were no true laughs, because behind that was pain and all 
All the things I've been hiding instead of saying
Because I knew I was responsible for my own being
Until I learn how to cope up,then I decided to get up
Saying that nobody would save me because in the end it was only me
That's how I've become a frozen flower
You'll see a wall of tough love before the roots inside me
I was molded by this harsh world yet full of beauty 
I learned when to trust because it was earned
I learned when to walk away because I respect myself
I learned that sometimes I have to let go
Even it's the things I couldn't surrender
I know it's the hardest thing to do
But whatever this life brings me
I have already grown properly
Although I'm alone, I'm glad I've experience being one
because I know I can't hold on to someone for too long
And when the time comes I  have to go alone
I can say I'am a frozen flower
I can do that on my own.