If you only knew

I wonder what's the feeling
If you only say those words
I wonder if my stomach would allow those butterflies to fly through
I wonder if you would say I love you

I know you've said it like many times
But I wan't you to say it clear right into mine
So that we will not be confused
So that we couldn't be just expecting or assuming

I want you to tell me straightly 
Because we both know we are the things we need
I wonder if you become a little bit braver
Because the pain would be nothing if you come to know me closer

I was only fearing the day would come
And I don't even get the chance
The moment to tell you how much you also mean to me
And I don't want you to leave without knowing it

I badly want you to know how much heartaches you've brought 
I badly want you to know how many tears I've lost
I badly wan't you to know how pathetic I'am
Because I love you still

Even though sometimes I won't talk
I wan't you to know that you are still here
Even though sometimes I feel like giving up
I want you to know that I will always keep on holding on no matter what