Girl to tomboy Love birds.

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She is so cute..... Even our group chat members know that we are like couple.. They also calling us mommy and daddy...
I know it's only a joke between us.... But she may be didn't know that I'm falling for her unexpectedly.. I feel my heart beating for her sometimes.....
Even we married ...in group chat with our group chat members...... Really they treated us like married couple..... She did this type of things for make me happy... I totally forgot about my sadness.... My past life....
After that I always protect her like my wife... She always treated me like her husband...
But I feel some troubleness because I already fall in love with her.... I don't want to lose her..
I even cried many times when I think that I'm wrong with my feelings...... She is straight... What should I do?.... If she'll refuse me...!!..i want to confess with her.... But I can't...
One day I tell that.... ''hey if I'm lesbian what should you do?... If I fall for you really what should you do.... ''...
She.. -''tell me you are homosexual or lesbian..''
Me.. -''I don't know even anything who am I?.. I never love a girl before... ''..
She.. (smile)... -''if you are lesnbian it's not wrong... ''
Me.. -''hey... Never mind.. I want to be lesbian now... ''(I sent some laughing smile because I don't want to catch by her because I feel that it makes her disappointed )
She.. -'' haha!.. Really why?.. What the reason you want to be lesbian so suddenly?... ''
Me-''Because I love you that much ...hahaa.. ''..(I just laughed)
She-''Ahh...... I blushed... Stop it... Haha''
Me.. -''really! What should you do if I really fall for you... ''
She -''ahhhaa...! You are my girl my hubby.. Ohh you mean you didn't love me before... Right... (she sent me some angry faces)..
Me -''hey hey! Don't be angry... I love you anymore... Hehee.... Wife.. I know one day you'll leave me... Please don't forget me.... Always be my wife ne... Please be my wife before the second of leaving ...''(I'm crying here... Don't know why I feel so bad)
She... ''ahh hubby! Don't make me cry... I always love you... Always want to be your wife... ''
Me.. - ''okay okay my silly girl! Don't cry... Smile please... ''(I sent her some my funny faces)..
She... -''I want to be yours''
(I think she has also feelings for me)
Never think too much... It's hurt sometimes...
We live like love birds... We make our own feelings for each other... Don't know what will be happen after all of this...... Just wanna be her...