Green dot

Isn’t it amazing how much emotions a single green fucking dot can give you?

Every time I see you online, I get all these mixed feelings. I see you online and I automatically get this urge to message you. I see you online and it takes everything in me to stop myself from chatting with you.

It hurts. It hurts because I know that you can see my green dot too, but you won’t message me. It hurts to wait for a chat from you. It hurts to hope that at least, somehow, you miss me too, like the way I fucking miss you. :(