Hello darkness my old friend.

Am I not worth enough? Why can't you love me now the way you used to love me before? I did literally everything for you. I did everything that will make you happy. I always travel for almost 2 hours just to see you. We did everything together, we made memories just like the others. But why does  everything changed? Am I really not good enough? I don't know what i did wrong to deserve all your shits. You made my life colorful, you made my life worth living. Now, back again to the way it used to be. Everything is black and gray, everything is in slow phase now. Everything turned into dark, blurry life.