imissyou
i hate to say this, but I do. to be precise, its been 6months and 19 days that I've seen you and I still remember each freckle on your face when you smile, each and every scar you had on your neck and hands, each and every secret you told me. stick to your stones, cause that's all you know. you don't care, never did. I wish I knew how to "unlove" you. I can't. go ahead, give me all the blame. why do I miss you, why do i still miss you. tons of people loving me, and all i crave is your hug, that tight hug that got me every time. I need you, or maybe its just the sad songs.
to all my intentions, that hurt you, I'm sad. twist my words, tell everyone that I'm the one you wished you never met. someone will love you, you're not too hard to love like me. cause I fell quickly, you din't. its hard for me, will I ever be completely over you? this will never end they say, I'll never love you again. I really love you, I'm ready to forgive you without an apology.
today I was broken again, had a fight that got me in my feelings again. I was crying, crying as I covered my mouth with my hand pressing it against my sounds and screams that I didn't want anyone to hear but you. damn, what did you do to me. back and forth, now i am feeling guilty, cause now i just cant stop this. though i know the time's ending, but i will keep breathing fear. give me one more night? one more night to reminisce about our happy times.
my phone rings often nowadays, its every other friend but your name. this day, last year we were so happy best friend. ex bestfriend I should say, I miss you. cause you knew all of me, you knew all about me.
hit me up sometimes, unblock me once for the last time.