how are you?

how are you? No, I am not here for the formality how are yous and typical I am fine answers. 

how many people have asked you how are you in an attempt to actually know how are your feelings, to know about your battles that you fight in your head, to know about the emotional tornado you carry in your heart, to know about the pain that you are so used to live with that you don't even realise its not normal to be sad all the time, its not. I know what you're going through is hard, very hard. I know you're strong, but everyone feel weak sometimes. we all need someone to rely on don't we? 

I am so done, so done with people. why, why can't we treat others the way we want ourselves to be treated. why, why be so rude and ignorant when you can be kind and caring. well, well not much is left to rant about to be honest, but what the main point is. take care of yourself, self love is important. understand yourself, and stop, stop being so rude to yourself. 

love yourself, its not really that hard trust me. don't be so harsh on yourself, don't. trust me, you'll find that perfect partner you've been looking for, you'll get friends you always wanted, but first, be the best version of yourself and trust the process. you deserve all the happiness in this world so don't, don't doubt yourself. work, work harder than yesterday and you'll achieve everything. you cute creature, everything is going to be fine. 

love, love.