We are all puppets in the hands of our lords, one way or the other we are somehow ruled and for those who deny this fact and behave that they do not think of any such strong power, I feel great to have such a thinking but i am a weak soul and i definitely believe in the almighty. I do not fear it, nor do I blindly trust it but as soon as i close my eyes in moments of pain and those of happiness i find some unearthly power exalting my spirits. I am no fool, yes that is what they call a believer of this power. I feel a connection with that power which brings hope and it boosts me up. Everytime i am bent down by circumstances, i look upon it or let me say him and he guides me through his decided path. I keep doing what he wants and sometimes definitely fight against what he wants, yes you got it right i fight. I told you I don't fear him but he is something special for me, a friend of mine, I cry in front of him, share my problems, fight for my things and after all this when i fall weak, I sleep in his virtual lap hoping that he would pick me up and put the puzzles of my dreams right the next day. With every connection with this almighty power, I find myself. I don't search for him, no i won't say he is in me or any human form because for me he is no human, humans are cynical, he is not. He doesn't get angry, he doesn't want bad, he doesn't have favourites but he has you, your faith, your trust and yes, I strongly condemn the fear, the blind belief in this power. Those who think so, they search for the wrong power.
I cannot find him in me because I am not perfect but i try to make myself nearer to him but that is a rare case. No matter what it is, I will remain a human and humans need hope, power and love and i being his child find everything I want to be strong and moving and the entire world's happiness is found at his mighty, blessed feet and sometimes in his arms.
Want to know who I am, I am a believer and will remain that, call me old school superstitious but i have a friend like no other could ever have and i call him God, my beautiful God!