I am a murderer

I am a murderer.

I attempted murder for thousand times and atlast, I finally killed her!

I forced her to get out of my life completely, she struggled but i won.

She mourned for her dear life but i didn't care.

Wanna know who is the victim? It's myself! I killed myself, i murdered her. I sent her away, i washed her out completely. I became someone else, i am someone i wanted to be.

I changed my attitude, i followed what the world wanted me to do, i created a new soul on an old body. What a joy! Now the world is satisfied with me, i let them control me, i am theirs and lost myself.

But the soul i shoved kept on bugging me.

She kept on crying, she wants to go back!

She wants her body back, she's so sad.

What can i do? This body is owned by the world  and too bad she died.