Slowly

I died a thousand times already.

I am a dead soul inside this body and nobody noticed.

I craved for their love and instead they gave me the cold shoulder.

They always kill me with their words and how sweet it is to be killed by my own kin.

They dont know how emotionally broken i am to the point that i've tried to let suicide visit me.

They put daggers on me with every word that they spat and dang! It's painful.

I tried to numb the way it feels by embracing what they throw at me with open arms.

Now look at me full of wounds with missing pieces.

Just keep on killing me until i can no longer breathe on my own.

Keep going and soon you'll see me lying on the floor lifeless just like how you want it to be.

But remember i do love you its just that this life is cruel and i am meant to be killed slowly by you.