You and me we're always happy our relation was full of laughter. That sometimes bothers me because nothings wrong and that's not right because my life is so f*cked up, I'm always afraid that this happiness will suddenly stop because of me. Our friends envy us and one of our friends told me that she is looking forward to our relationship that she really adore us, but what happened to us right now? We were happy, but you start lying, once you start lying to a person even if it is your love ones you will do it again intentionally or unintentional i know you see this as a shallow thing for me to be like this, but for me lying to someone is really a big deal. You already lose my trust and how am i suppose to believe you next time? Should i trust my instinct, should i trust my heart? Or should i trust my mind who tells me not to believe you anymore? I know i hurt you when i told you that we need space but I'm also hurt, i'm freakin afraid that you will do it again. I want you but I'm protecting myself from you. I'm being like this because this world is very playful, things will leave you eventually even your own shadow leaves you, in this cruel world their is no such a thing as happy ending.
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