Life is full of uncertainty

It seems like everything is unfolding one by one.

But at the same time, I got this feeling of collapsing with all of the informations that I couldn't handle 

It slowly melting me, breaking..

Up to the point I don't know what I really feel anymore

I can't find any comfort on this whole messed up world.

Even to the people who said they will be there are also the people who broke my trust and shows that I can no longer rely on them.

I don't even know if I'm the one who need to be blame why I feel this way.

Maybe I'm too sensitive?

Maybe too overacting?

Maybe too caring?

I don't know...

But all I know is that after I give everything to the people whom I care the most. Are the same people who are slowly tearing me apart.

I'm tired..

I'm drained..