Launchorasince 2014
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i can't let go

its been quite a while

there's this song, 

that makes me cry

when it comes on in my playlist

so does my tears

it reminds me of you

in the times when i feel useless

in the times when i feel like whatever

cause you knew, knew the exact way

to make me feel better

as long as i breathe, i will never stop missing you

I shouldn't miss you, but i do

i want you to come back, but i hope you don't

you left, and took my happiness with you

you left with no reason, gave me thousands to be sad

i miss you

i hope you do too

i wish i could relive those moments with you

i wish we could again be those fools eating street food everyday

just so you know, from the moment you left

i left eating outside on the streets

it was today, though the doc said not to

i went all by myself, trying to relive the moments with you

i went to eat all the junk i could

ended up crying, with that plate in my hand

cause you weren't there to hold the other one

i wish you remember me

you're there peacefully doing you

i'm here, wishing all this

i can't focus

i can't do anything 

you made this hardworking focused thing into this sad soul

i can't let go

i love you

i will never not love you

i shouldn't but i do

you live 5 minutes away

but we're already light years away

i can't force someone to love me

and i won't

you were tired of me

i was never

i can't let 

for once just come

and end this all

and give me my peace back