I confess, I miss you. I'm too afraid to tell you this. I really miss you.
not my fault, blame the rain, blame the sad songs.
I really miss you.
I want you to know that every time I see your name somewhere, for a sec, I.. I get lost in the past. they say if its meant to be you'll know. she did things to me, that no one else could understand. I'm sorry, but I really miss you.
I tried to forget you completely, I can't. though you did a lot of things that broke my heart more and more that now I can barely find it's pieces. I confess, I miss that, that laugh i did stupid things for.
I confess no matter, how much i try to be this happy soul i have convinced people about, I can't. I can barely, barely think of anything wrong about you now. I forgive you, without your apology.
I wish it never happened, I wish nothing ever happened. I try to find you in every stranger i meet and that just feed the urge to call you up so I deleted your number. but, but i miss you and i don't know why am I crying as I start to write the other line. you owe me a hell lot of tears, but more than that, you owe me the love i gave you with no complaints and demands.
a tear after tear, and all I want to tell you that I love you and i will never stop loving you.
you don't want to stay, its okay. I LOVE YOU, I LET YOU GO.
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*i confess that, I wrote this for two people actually, who are never going to read this tbh, but this is where i pour my heart out. i love this place*