I die..

I write because

I can't express my feelings in verbal.. I can't say I am happy or I am sorry; by looking at someone's face..

I write because

There is a moment i want to die...

There is another; i crave to live.

The eternal truth i can't have everything..

But i wanna be happy with something; probably some lovely pieces of my heart;

I wanna take care of them all; nurture with love so that they won't hate me while i am gone..

I won't be gone i guess; but my gestures will make it worse

They won't be happy with me

I am forced; i can't change.

I die for all those happy moments

And i am sorry for all the sorrow and the pain

I plead ya all for forgiveness

Help me to live

I am sorry