Wish granted..chapter 1

             Seeing him in dreams is the bestest thing ever happend to me... Oh yes.. Let me introduce myself first.. This is Abby, my friends call me with this name. And I am a dreamer.. The appropriate word will be lazy.. Yes it fits the bestest for me.. 

Another thing i forgot... Oops..

Let me give a summary of my story..

I am heart broken. Ditched by the guy I loved for no reason.. I mean I don't know.. Anyway who ever left me or will leave me, but there is someone who won't leave me ever... 

He is Adi... Yes Aditya. He comes every day when ever  and wherever  I want him to.. 

Adi... Its a name that I love so much. I chose this name for him. He is a surgery specialist in USA. Tall of about six feet... A perfect body.. Smooth skin like babies.. Lips look like cherry; so kissable..that I want to taste someday.. So fair in colour that I feel him like a light pink rose petal... And his eye glasses.. He looks so cute in those.. He is understanding and I don't feel any embarrassment to admit that he is smarter than me... Thats why he can handle me..     OK I won't give any more information.. Because I don't want anyone to  make an eye at him... Because he belongs to me.. From last four years we are together and the rest of our life we will be too..He is my friend,my love and everything..

Let me tell how we met... 

The night.. It was christmas and  It was cold.. I was walking on street... I was trembling  even if an overcoat was on me... I saw him standing on the deserted street.... He was wearing a black long overcoat.. Because of cold his cheeks almost looked like blushing.. Among all the Christmas light arrangement he was shining like an unique star himself.... 

It was the moment my heart skipped  a bit.. I guess I lost it to him.... 

And I blinked my eyes and rubbed them... I was dreaming.. I felt so loved.. I blushed when I woke up.. My heart beat was faster than the normal ... 

And our story began that day.. He is the face that exists only inside my mind.. He lives only in my heart... I wish I would know how to make portrait, at least I would have made his portrait..

Back to the reality I am heart broken right now and I guess depressed... I want to go to malls but  I can't face my ex... What if he will be there with his new chick.. Will I be crying then.!!.. Oh no I can't face him...

Can't I have anyone to come with me  to the malls... Adi? Why can't   you be true??? I want you to be real....

God please... I know I am asking for my own selfish reason. But I need a support right now...

OK finally I have decided to go to the malls.. It will refresh my mind... I was house arrested on my own from a week almost in the fear to face that dummy ex... But not anymore... 

Two hours later......

I am sitting right now with Adi in the Domino's , bengaluru  in front of him I am slapping my cheeks so that I will wake up..i think I am hallucinating...  He is eating  a large sized cheese pizza and a Burger with coke...  I am staring at him with taking sip of my moktail . God it can't be true... Is it really???  But he exists in my dream right???!! My legs are shaking and my heart is pounding right now.... 

Let's go to the flashback...

I went to the mall.. As I was expecting, I saw the dummy with a new chick... I got emotional and I was about to cry... When he saw me I just picked my cell phone and did act like I am talking to Adi.... 

Me-(fake call) Adi ... Where are you?? I am waiting for you over here... You told me you would be here when I will reach... 

 He was looking at me while showering all the love he has on that girl. Only to show me he was doing that .. It was absurd...

Suddenly I felt someone grabbed me from my back and kissed on my left cheek...

"I am here honey.  Sorry for being late. ", he said...

I turned  around by releasing  myself from his arm and it was Adi.... I was shocked that I think I almost had a panic attack...  I couldn't think how to react... And what to say...   I was scared but  was happy too because that dummy was burning with jealousy which I could see from his expression while he saw me with Adi.. 

"I am hungry", he said...

Rest is this , that he is still eating and I am staring...  I guess he has a good appetite...

"Should I ask him or not!? Who is he really? Is it like I can only see him...!! Oh god no.....", I am talking to myself.... 

"Nopes everyone else can see me too..Go on girl... Ask what you want to... "

Oh my god it can't  be happening.. He is reading my mind now... I am talking with my inner goddess ... 

"Yup..", he smiles at me while cleaning his hands with tissue paper . 

"I want to ask something ,actualy many things"..

"There we go.. A serious talk.. Let's go to my hotel room", he said and grabbed me by my hand... 

I   am heading to his hotel right now.. I don't believe I am going with a guy,  about whom probably  I know nothing.. 

I can't think of anything right now...

"Let's go ",he said by opening the car door for me... 

I was so lost that I didn't notice that we already reached  hotel where he is staying.

 We are in the elevator now and everyone was just staring at us while we crossed the reception area ... I know what they must be thinking  ...."oh god look at that hotty... !! What is he doing with a girl like that.??. She doesn't fit him... Poor guy and all...", oh I am talking to myself...

"Would you please stop thinking crazy things for a bit.. Its noisy you know..."

"Stop reading my thoughts already!! ", my anger on people just  burst out on him... 

Poor him..

"I shouldn't have said that", I bit my lower lip...

We reached his room..

"So you are regretting for your  behaviour and don't you want to apologize!! "

"Why should I?", i smiled annoyingly ..

I think I made the whole situation awkward.. I think I was rude ... It was absured... 

Why am I like this???

Always......

Adi is gone to get freshen up and I am sitting on his bed..."Which side of the bed he slept last night... Will that be warm... Because he is so damn hot.. ", my inner lady is asking all this...

"Oh  No no no... I have to stop thinking all of the nonsense or else if he will listen to my thoughts it will be game over... 

Oh boyo....you are just too much ... I am nervous for no reason... I think I am gonna be insane tonight....", I am supporting myself at this point...

Oh god... I can't even think right now.... 

Better if I sit quite....

"Holy bugger.. He is looking damn hot....", sh** I can't control my thoughts right!!

"Thank you..", he smiles at me...

I mean Its awkward....

"You with towel, half naked, perfect ... Ah sorry ..what am I saying...", I said nervously with taking li'l pauses and closing  my eyes for few seconds... 

"Sorry for my behaviour"

He noticed all my actions and reactions..

He came closer to me as if he was trying to seduce me.. How can I tell him that I am already seduced by you boy.. His hair partially  wet and his face .. Oh my god I can't take my eyes off on him.... 

He put his hand on my neck... It was cold that made me  to freeze for a moment..  His lips close to my left ear... I can feel his breathing ... My heart is  beating above the normal...

"I love it when you press your lips against each other..." , he whispered kissed my ear ...

"Who are you?? What are you?", I asked him without raising my voice and pushing him away lightly.....

"What more you want to know.? You know everything,you created my existence..."

"Hold on a second I created your existence ... What???", I am literally shocked... 

I sat on the bed... He sat bending his knees on the ground in front of me  holding my hands...

 Awkward  and a fearful silence is between us...

"OK listen very carefully.. We met in your dreams and after a year I came to earth because I want to be with you... I did little bit of hypnosis to create my existence as a medico... Then I really studied hard to be what you have always dreamed of me... And I am here with you now talking to you"...

I don't know what to say...

"You came to earth ... What do you mean by that ? What exactly are you...... An.. Alien?!!!", I am scared right now..

"An angel.. You wished for me... And God has granted your wish"

"What??? Angel.... !!! Really... Then where are your wings... And where is that shining white round crown above your head.....", I asked laughing ...

"Why are you being so stereotypic, I am an angel that doesn't mean I have silly things"

"OK  i am sorry... I couldn't control my laugh..."

"OK if you are an angel then show me any magic..", I asked catching my breath back..

"I won't do magic for silly reason.., I don't do till its important"

I am about to laugh.... I think he is angry... Oops...

"Hey I am sorry ..", I am trying to apologize ..

He just stood up and walked towards the corridor ...I followed him...

"The day you saw me in your dream, you were a burden for me because I never wanted to be with a human. Not even in dreams... After few month I enjoyed myself being with you... I started falling for you.. We shared everything our worries , our happiness and everything .. I just wanted to be with you... Thats why I came here. Every night we met in dreams ... But I lose you to someone else... I wanted to come to you at the perfect time as we had decided to marry in an arranged way... But that guy left you with loneliness... And I couldn't help myself but coming for you.."

"OK now I am really scared... In my dreams I am selfish... I use you to release my stress and all.. This is insane .. It can't be true...  ", I said...

"If you are an angel then you are immortal right .. How can an immortal and a mortal stay together .. Forever...", I asked him without even blinking my eyes ... I am about to cry I guess...

"We negotiated on something and I have signed an agreement.."

"What negotiation? What agreement??", I frown at him..

"I have come here to spend mortal life with you.. I have left my immortal life and God has given me an option in case if I change my mind, but I don't want to.. "

"Adi I am a selfish girl who used you not to feel any loneliness and you left your  biggest blessing that a human die for.. Just for me..", I said without noticing  from when i did wet my cheeks with tears...

"I am not worth it Adi... ", my eyes are flooding right now...

He isn't saying anything nor I....  "Its too late, I think its time to sleep.. You sleep here on the bed. I will drop you home by morning. .." 

"Where are you gonna sleep?", I asked...

"Next to you..."

"OK.. Then I want you to have an agreement with me too.. Give me a pen and paper", I said..

I wrote down  two clauses. 

"Do go through all the points and sign it", I said..

I have written an awfully  hilarious agreement... 

Oh my god he is reading out loud now..  

"To-Adi the angel, @/p.o.-heaven    From-Abby the human,@/p.o.-earth...

Clauses

1: you won't use any magic with me..

2:you won't read my thoughts..

That's all... 

Thank you.. "

He dropped the paper on the tea table...

"Keep quite and sign it", I said to him not looking at him as I am already embarrassed.  

"OK ... ", he said, "now let's just sleep, I am tired.."

"OK then", I said...

I  am sleeping at one and a half arm distance right now... And I am nervous... I am wearing his pyjama and his t-shirt and well its loose obviously but its very warm. I feel protected.  

"I am not gonna eat you... Just sleep... Trust me", he said half smiling..

"I am sleeping already.. ",I said.. 

I am sure he is not reading my thoughts and I trust him.  Because I know him... He is my Adi .. But his sacrifice  for me, its not right... I have to convince him that he is doing wrong with his life..  Its no way a good thing.. 

"Good morning.. You woke up finally...", he said taking the first bite of his sandwich..

Its morning already.. Oh no.. I don't  know when I fell asleep last night...  

"Good morning", I said smiling...  

"Go and freshen up quickly. As soon as I drop you home,I will be heading US."

"You are leaving today ...!!", I asked being surprised.

"Don't  worry, I have your number. I will be in touch with you .", he said packing his bags . 

"Adi we need to talk about something.. Come here for a moment please", I asked him.

"Adi I want you to think about something.. See you told me that you have an option in case if you change your mind. So I want that talk to me, try to know the real me, because I am different from the girl with you in dreams.. Then decide if you want to stay or leave..", I said quietly...

He just said OK. ... I am here at the airport with him. I thought I should drop him first..  May be he will feel good.. 

They announced the final boarding call.. ..

"OK good bye then.. See you in a while", he said holding my palms tilghtly and kissed me on my forehead ... 

"Good bye... See you in dreams Adi and do call me when you reach home.. ", I said waving my hand...

He smiles at me. I reciprocated too...  

I am home now, sitting on my sofa, trying to recall the memories  of yesterday ... Oh my god I am so happy... 

My wish is granted... Oh yeah!!!  I have never felt this happy... But I can't make Adi to have a life that I want for him.. I just want him to be  happy.. 

Its been a week since Adi left.. I had no message , no phone calls ,nothing... 

What the time it is?? 9 A.M. May be I should consult a psychiatrist today. I think I hallucianted him. It may be true because I dont have his number. He said he has mine...  He said or I thought in my mind like that. Oh no hell... I am turning crazy...

"Hii baby.. Sorry I couldn't message you. I was having quite busy schedule from last few days..  How are you??", my cell phone beeped with this message flashing on the screen...

Oh my god its him , really him, I am not insane... Wooh hell... My inner goddess is screaming and dancing right now with joy....

"Its OK ... I wasn't worried though and stop calling me baby" , I replied..

I know its rude but I have to do it. To make him realise his mistake.. 

"Ok"

"I gotta go. Ttyl...bye .. ", he messaged.

"Bye.", I replied... I think I hurt him.. Sorry Adi but I have to... Its for your own good...

Its been over six months we are talking over phone... We Skype each other sometimes. I am still that rude to him but he hasn't given up on me yet. .. I want him to..  Because the more he will take time, the more it will be harder for me to lose him ...  I tried every way. I fight with him, I do all the annoying things. But I don't  think its working ..  I have to do something about it ASAP..

We are going to celebrate our first real anniversary together on 1st January... Only three days to go. I know I couldn't do what I thought I would do... But  I will make sure to make him realise his mistake on that day... I will send him back to his world, I mean to heaven..

Its not like that I don't  love him. But I can't be selfish with him. Yes I want him but not this way.. I don't  want him to do hard work for me. I don't want him to lose his real identity for me. Thank you god that you have given him an option .. I will make sure he will go back to your world.... 

I am crying already... Whom am I talking to by the way.??  Myself ... Ha I am crazy, that's why I made an innocent angel to fall for me.. 

My eyes are leaking water.. I think  my tears are not going to stop... 

Finally its here.. The day... He wants to meet me at 12:00 A.M. on the street... 

11:50 P.M.

My cell phone rang..

"Are you there already? I am on my way..", he said...

I am here already waiting for you. You are gonna get a big surprise. I couldn't tell it to him...

"Ah yes.. Come soon .. I am here..", I replied...

"Are you OK ! You don't sound well "

"No its cold over here actually", I replied..  I am crying baby. I don't want you to know that I love you so much that I can let you go... 

He is here, wearing the same overcoat that I saw him wearing in my first dream of him..... He is still looking gergeous as hell as he was in that dream ..... Its my déjà vu....

"Hey you are here", I said smiling

He just grabbed me by my waist and hugged so tightly...

"I missed you so much", he said kissing my hair... 

"I missed you too ", I said ..

I am trying my tears not to come out of my eyes..

"Adi I  wanna tell you something"

"What is it?"

"Adi I am sorry. I can't be with you anymore. I am bored actually and my ex is getting back with me. He realised his mistake. He apologized  to me and I want to give him another chance", I said.. 

God I lied.. I am sorry Adi .. 

"OK then. You don't have to be sorry. ", he said...

"Are you gonna go to heaven now Adi..??", my eyes blurred with tears.. I hope he is not noticing it..

"Why do you care?"

"I am just asking ... Formalities you know", my throat is becoming heavy, words are not coming out of my mouth.

"No I will stay here on earth.. If not you then may be someone else will fit with me.."

What the hell.. Idiot .. Is he crazy?? My inner goddess is asking .. I am gonna get mad I guess .. 

"Adi you should go back to where you are from . you don't have to stay mortal anymore. You don't  have to work like humans do.. "

"Who told you to take my decision..!", he said..

"I am just saying you know", I said..

He is quite... I can't face him.. 

He is coming towards me...

"OK now come on tell me. What's going on? I can see that you want to be with me, why are you lying then?", he asked me by pressing my hands tightly.

He is mad at me totally.I have never seen him like this before.. My tears make their own path on the cheek and flew down...

"Hey you are hurting me. Just leave my hand", i said by pushing him away....

"You all human are the same", he said angrily.

He left me there and never came back.