its 3 in the morning, and you're still on my mind. I don't really want you back, but I miss the life we had. I remember every time you said, you'd be here forever. you threw my heart into the flames, I keep your pictures cause just in case, just in case, you realise. I don't really want you back. its been days, weeks and months that I've felt your arms around me, snuggled in your neck, played with your hair, its been quite a while that I've wandered my hands on your canvas. I'm so tired of love songs. I wanna go home, you're my home. but I don't really want you back.
I try killing my loneliness with strangers, but their touch doesn't feel like yours. hurts like heaven, comforts like hell. I need your love, I need you. I'm tired of living this way, so tired of love songs. our heartbeats sync, breaths become heavier,and I find myself weak, I wanna be the brown of your eyes. In love, yet not in love. waiting, I'm waiting.
I want your fingers to paint on my flesh and bones again, I want to feel your touch skin deep one last time. but wait, I don't really want you back. can I miss you? can I hold you again? or maybe I'm just bored. maybe I don't love you, or maybe I do. do I? you ruined me. I hate you, but I like it. I loved how you killed me slowly with your I love yous.
I wanna go home, I don't want to be with you anymore. I don't trust myself around you. I don't really want you back. tick tick the clock hits 6, I gotta go. I don't think I should stay, I'll end up losing my self again.