I H O P E

I hope you think of me when it's a beautiful day to get out and go somewhere. I hope you think of me when it's pouring outside and you're forced to just stay in and wait it out. I hope you think of me when the sky gets mad as it flashes its lights, rumbles and roars. I hope you think of me when the sun starts to set. I hope you think of me when the stars come out. I hope you think of me as the moon fades in from the darkness. I hope you think of me as your favorite clouds pass by. I hope you think of me as the breeze blows through your hair. I hope you think of me as the rain drop slides down your nose.

I hope you think of me when you sip on your coffee. I hope you think of me when you get yourself ice cream. I hope you think of me when you go shopping for another pile of new clothes. I hope you think of me when you see cute puppies. I hope you think of me when you wanna go watch a movie. I hope you think of me when you want someone to play you songs you wanna listen to. I hope you think of me when you hear sappy old love songs. I hope you think of me when someone else laughs at your adorable little quips.

I hope you think of me when you're torn between buying one of two or more things on the internet, asking for a second opinion when you know for a fact how I'd always tell you that you'd slay in all of them, I just don't want you to get carried away and spend too much. I hope you think of me when you feel insecure about how you look without your makeup on. I hope you think of me when you doubt that you'll ever be a model as you choose to lie to yourself on how you're not pretty enough, tall enough, or even worthy to be called a model, and passively believe it anyway.

I hope you think of me when you wanna take long showers to clear your mind. I hope you think of me when you wanna go to parties but fear you'd be out of place. I hope you think of me when you feel sad 'cause you're somewhere I'm not around. I hope you think of me when you're by yourself in the dark. I hope you think of me when you look up at night, asking yourself where the stars are hiding.

I hope you think of me when you wanna take a drive. I hope you think of me when you're around alcohol. I hope you think of me when you feel the urge to draw on your skin when you're depressed. I hope you think of me when you just need a hand to hold when you're somewhere you don't want to be.

I hope you think of me when you choose to write down how you feel because there is no one, not even your closest friends, you fully trust yourself enough to share them with. I hope you think of me when you tense up, breakdown, and wish people wouldn't see it.

I hope you think of me when you argue over the dumbest little things with someone else. I hope you think of me when you feel someone tickling you. I hope you think of me when you hear the corniest of jokes. I hope you think of me when someone tells you "you're cute.". I hope you think of me when someone sings to you. I hope you think of me when you get something you want but didn't ask for.

I hope you think of my hand and how yours fit perfectly into them.

I hope you think of my eyes and how they suddenly disappear when you just can't smile for a photograph.

I hope you think of my voice whenever you can't seem to calm down.

I hope you think of my tight embrace whenever you crave for a warm hug.

I hope you think of my kiss whenever there are storms in your head.

I hope you think of my breath when you feel your chest being crushed because of the anxiety.

I hope you think us and what we still could be even after all the troubles we've been through.

I hope. :)