I have never been that girl
Whom you would see and write a story
I have always been the one who will ruin your days with her mystery
With changing moods and her over recorded histories
I have never been that girl who is easy to understand
Too tough to handle, difficult to stand
I wear shades to myself :
Quite, simple and boring
And then the next moment I find myself roaring
I have never been that girl who finds time to appreciate nature
But
Poems, books and songs are my best adventures
You see me through my pretentions
I have way too many intentions
If I ever let you show the real me
You might stumble upside down immodestly
I have never been that girl whom you can break and trust
I adore my self respect because I give you my trust
I have always been that girl who cannot be peeled off so easily
Like an onion, I have layers to myself, you cannot slice me so hastily
I am still a girl, not different from others
Who loves to smile and talk to others
I am a girl be it whatever way I am
Not too proud of myself, half broken, half dead yet undefined I stand.
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