I've already written tons of tons of poems and paragraphs for you, and I promise this is the last one.
I miss you
I'm at a position where I feel your absence the most
I miss you
I'm scared, I don't know whether I'll survive this or not
I miss you
I'm heartbroken, I need you to fix me
I miss you, and I still love you. there's no way that I'm going back, but somehow my thoughts wandering in the oceans where time flows by draws my attention towards your memories and all i know that I'm shedding weights of regrets away from my eyes, as it wets my cheek.
I'm scared, I need my friend back. I need you back, I need my babysitter back. I need my motivation back. you completely broke me, and here I am trying to fix me but my broken self fails every time I try.
can you come back one last time? I want to scream at you one last time, complain, shout, one last time.
you know how good I'm at breaking promises, don't you?
read the first sentence again.