I Hope One Day

I hope one day when someone mentions my name, you remember how loud and hard I laugh and whisper the words you wish I could hear.

I hope when you see the scar on your knee you remember me scolding you for driving a hundred km per hour.

I hope when you come home you see me on the rocking chair outside your house, and on your bed.

I hope when someone mentions about that very place we first met, you will remember me and the feelings would go rushing inside you and you will hate yourself.

I hope when you smoke you remember me nagging and you stop.

I hope when your friends ask you about me, it'll hurt you.

I hope you'll miss me even when you're with her.

I hope you try to find me in her and fail.

I hope one day you regret letting me go and realize I was actually the girl for you.

I hope when you pass by a fastfood we used to go together, you'll see me waiting for you in an empty seat, and it'll break your heart so much.

I hope you will miss me in movie theaters and wish I was there with you.

I hope that when you hold her hand you'll miss mine and wish it was my hand instead you're holding.

I hope that when you kiss her you'll see me.

I hope one day it hits you that you couldn't live without me and you'd try to reach me but no one would be there to help you.

I hope one day you see me happy with someone else, and it'll shatter every inch of your being and you'll remember the chance you blew off.

I hope that when you eat pasta you see me across the table eating the same and you'll remember how I loved it.

I hope when you pass by our house you will miss me and try to ask your dad to pull over and you will feel a lump inside your throat and sore in your eyes and it'll make you realize seeing me would hurt you more.

I hope you'll miss tuesdays with me.

I hope you forget to delete my msgs or screenshots or pictures and you accidentally open it and it'll hurt a lot.

I hope one day you will regret choosing her over me.

I hope you'll get down on your knees and cry all the tears I wasted for you.

I hope that one day when I'll see you again, it doesn't hurt anymore.