I knew

I knew from the very start you and i differ in many ways. We had opposite disposition on how we live our life, yet our differences did not hinder me to take interest in you. You never let their opinion stop you from doing what you want. You tend to sleep in class. You often get clingy with your girl friends. You were the easy-go-luck type. You love beer and party.

As for me, i am always wary of what others think about me. I am always expected to do well. I had my life planned for me. I am the good daughter who always strive hard to meet my father's expectation.

Though i can say we have few similarities. We both had sleeping habit. We both like reading books. We both like listening to music but we have different genre.

I knew your bad for me but i cant help but to admire you. Despite your badass facade, i know you are something great. Your smart but lazy, poetic but always asleep. You just need a little push and an inspiration.

I knew that i cant be that someone to you. I am just the girl from your class nothing more nothing less. We are way too different. I am modest yet your outgoing. I am shy yet your outspoken.

Though they say that 'opposite attracts' but not always. Our kind of different never coincides. In the end it is me who will end up hurting. It is me who will end up expecting. It is me who will wait for nothing.

You were too busy with your life that you are unable to notice my ardent feelings growing for you. But now i am and i will cease this growing fire for it is too dangerous for me to take.