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Illustration by @dariaesste
I feel Slyvia Plath's agony. Head stuffed in oven as molecules of carbon monoxide choke life out of her. I hear those endless thoughts echoing in her brain and I feel her desperatness for air. I feel the conflict of her survival instincts and her desperate wish to end her pathetic human life.
When people ask me to laugh a little louder all I can think about is how it would feel-life oozing out of me, leaving my breathless body in the world full of mortals who built homes from their bones.
When people ask me why am I always so melancholic all I want to do is scream. And talk about how my mind works. I want to scream and say that when they talk about hope and optimism all I can feel is pessimism flowing in my blood, richocheting against my ribcage; pumping life inside me while simultaneously sucking it out.
All I want to say is my brain does not feels whatever fuck your does.
But I laugh. And then I laugh a little louder.
I see Hemingway; back hunched, banging his fingertips against rusted typewriter churning heroes after heroes, digging further inside his soul to pen his deepest regrets.
And I feel him-gun inside his mouth and his shaking fingertips pulling the trigger.
I feel his blood and I feel it oozing out of me. And I feel myself -gun inside my mouth and my fingertips on trigger. And I hear it blow.
But as I fall, all I see is Hemingway with sardonic smile on his lips, staring wistfully at yet another masterpiece resting on his old typewriter and Slyvia telling me that she understands.
And he said on my beautifully freckled back it almost look like stroke Picasso would made.
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Updated on March 12, 2018
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