I mean no harm

I was merely fourteen when I fell in love with you.

The time when I hardly knew what it meant.

Years have passed since then yet the feelings haven't changed.

They say I'm stuck in the past. Well, maybe.

But I mean no harm when I say I miss you still.

You would come and go from my thoughts, like a flash of an old memory.

Warming up my soul like the childhood summer.

Sometimes, I wish to tell you everything.

Sometimes, I step back.

What would I say after all these years?

I wonder all day.

Neither I can alter our pasts nor can I change our present.

Unfortunately I have no clue of the future.

But I mean no harm when I say I want you still.

At one moment I long to have you in my life.

The other moment I simply let you go.

In between all this, my love for you remains unchanged.

I wish you knew that I would never forget you.

I would see your face after forty years and still fall for you.

I would still be my fourteen years old self.

Love struck. Innocent.

Yet I mean no harm when I say I think about you still.