Storm within

A wave of anger surged through me,

Making my pale skin flush.

You said all we had was a lie,

That we were young and wild.

Listen to me for I shall say,

You are mistaken about our past.

I loved you with all I had,

Only to watch you go astray.

Love that I felt for you,

still runs through my veins.

But, the colour has changed,

And the warmth is lost.

I clench my jaw and bite my lips,

I exhale all the feelings I once had.

I gulp down all the kisses we shared,

And hold myself tight.

I let the tears fill my eyes,

For they say, you need to cry.

I watch myself curl up against the wall,

that still has our pictures on it.

Let me tell you, young boy,

My love wasn't a lie.

It was beautiful and real,

I wish I get to see it soon,

when I am ready to open my arms again.