we were so beautiful, just like magic.
i miss you, i really miss you so much. there's a room i have kept for our memories. for as long as i live, i will never not think about you and i will keep asking myself what went wrong. i tell myself, i am over you, but why, why do i still cry when i see two friends together messing around, why that tear, that fucking uninvited tear, just tears me apart. there's not even a single day, when you don't cross my mind. I love you, trust me you will never find someone, someone who will love you like me.
what went wrong, i beg you tell me cause this haunts me every night. i can't sleep, i can't calm down, i can't breathe. I wish, i could be with you again. though you did me dirty, but, anyways, whatever, can you hug me one last time. every night, your memories tears my soul apart. why are we enemies, i miss you. i miss you, i miss you, no i don't, stop it, yes i do, no, stop stop playing with my heart now. i don't miss you, yes that is final.
so yes, yes why, why do you still cross my mind now, tell me. why, why you are still here, with me, with each and every step i take. why do you still make me cry, its been 3 months, 4 days, and 8 hours to be very precise. no i didn't just made this up, but don't think i miss you, no i don't.
everyday, every single day, there's not even a moment, when i don't feel like a loner. loner forever, i guess. that's, that's it actually. let me go now, let me be free. please stop coming in my thougts, i don't have you but i have this bracelet. the bracelet you left here, here with me. i actually threw it off the bridge, and next day went mad and found it. i miss you, no i don't. stop playing now, i don't miss you.
i love you, and i let you go.
i miss you