hey there, how have you been?
I miss you, I need you. these words are so overrated, right?
I want you to wrap me around your arms one last time, wrap me around your arms so tight, so close, that I don't feel anything else than your warmth, that I can't smell anything else, except you. hug me so tight, so tight that I forget I exist without you being so close. I need you.
I wish I could explain the difference between I want you and I need you to you, but all I want to say is I need you. yes I do. YOU, you were my everything. I loved you with all of my heart and I still do. don't you miss me? I'm hurt, I'm crying, are you listening. I love you, I love you. I miss you. I miss you best friend. I miss you. please, please for once, return.
I want to be your personal stylist one last time, hug you one last time, scream at you one last time, talk with you all night one last time, say I love you one last time. did I do something wrong to make you go? I just need you to hold me closer right now. I don't wanna miss somebody who's not missing me, but everything feels so empty without you.
HEY, hey there? you there? don't you miss me? why, then why the hell I can't get you out of my head? I don't want no arguments, I just want you. I just need you, i just, just, just want to hold you close. I'm hurt. I'm bawling at the ground, screaming, as each tear that departs my eyes feels as if I'm shedding weight from my chest of regrets and as if I lost something. I lost my soul. I lost it to you.
you can live without me? I can live without you too, I can. but I can't love without you. i promised I'd catch you if you fall, I didn't notice you didn't. I'm sorry, sorry for loving you so deep, so hard. that I lost myself.
I still MISS YOU. I LOVE YOU. i loved you, i love you, and will always do.
- your ex best friend, who can still take a bullet for you.