I wonder what it's like to be loved.
Is it really how they show in the movies? Is it bright but ugly and funny but beautiful and every thing good. What's it like to spend time with a person who puts up with you, who thinks of you as his priority , his first choice. I wonder what's it like going on dates and having a guy talk to you about what he likes about you, or just hold hands. How nice it must be to be loved, to think you're worthy enough , I wish I knew. I really do but I guess I never will, it just wasn't written in my book I believe.
I wonder what it's like to be someone's world
like the characters in the romantic novels? can die for each other love? does this even exist. hearing the dark, seeing the silence, it all feels so empty in the chest. so empty in my heart. I can't make anyone love me, but what I can do is love someone back who loves me.
some of you have experienced heartbreaks, and it feel weird how immensely someone can love you till the day they don't. It hurts, it really does when you stop talking to a person you thought you'd share your life with. its funny, how artistic we become once our hearts are broken. isn't it? it all seems perfect, it all seems beautiful until someone loses interest, and scares the other person. too scared to fall in love or too scared to experience those dark and lonely nights again? too scared to pretend to be stone cold, or too scared to open up and getting hurt again.
nothing hurts the most, nothing hurts the most than being hurt by the person with whom you shared your pain with.
3 am, coffee in my cup, I wonder as I take another sip
what it's like to be loved ?