If it's Meant

What pain to me it meant

Not talking to me is a something of a hint

Would you try to talk to me if its a dare?

Or choose to be far, the less you care?

In your side, I'm totally banned

It's the least of things I could withstand

I think you even really wanted me to go

But you know, I will never ever do that too

If not talking to you bring you happiness

I'll do it although I would feel an emptiness

Well, I just want to tell you,

I still long for that day you would talk to me again you know

But if it's meant to be like this for now,

I have to be okay for the time being

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

A colleague asked me to write this after one of her close friends suddenly junked her without clear reasons.

written: February 08, 2018 @ Burnham Park, Baguio City, Philippines