In half I live

Have you felt that first drop of rain on your face comforting you with a smell so bliss that it reaches the soul and refreshes your heart? You were my first drop of rain after a long dry summer and now when you are gone I live in the sun again but you always knew how much I love the rains.
Promise unfulfilled and I m broken to half broken mirrors reflect just fine how hard is it to see that im broken
Why would you say you would stay, I still remember that first cup of coffee I had seen our hairs getting grey together and my evenings in the lawn with you. Now im in the lawn but im alone.
That number of cigarettes we shared in half with the smoke from our mouths and our hearts pouring out. Amidst that smoke I saw your face you looked like an angel making her way.
That night I remember sleeping under the stars that first time our lips touched and my heart had never felt anything so bliss. Thats how our evening should have been but as now I lie underneath those stars are still there but you have gone far.
Im living my life and I dont want to die who knows if being dead takes you to any place at all cause your memories I cherish when my mind is still fine. Ive seen the hell and heaven living through life, in your arms I saw angels and without you I see my demons. Im gonna live just fine and on my behalf im saying im living my life in half.