The Invisible chat

Brain: I never thought i would be penning this anytime in future.No matter how much i hate to acknowledge this

Heart wants what the heart wants...  !! phew... finally said it.

I always found this an excuse for those who weren't strong enough to let go of something  that didn't belong to them until... he saw this idiot[Heart- that's me:)]

Brain: Shameless, stop blushing, not after all that he put you through!! I just can't believe i let this idiot persuade me to write this.

All this started a while back, on one fine morning that started like any other. Little did i know then of the turmoilmy baby (whisper:don't tell the idiot i told that :D)would go through.Anyway there you go...

Heart: It was The fine morning when i caught him smiling at me. It wasn't just some smile, it was something intentionally directed at me. It was...

Brain: Wait, wait... How could you be so sure of it? It could have been the girl next you or the one behind you  or anyone for that matter, for the place was jammed!

Heart: Well.. but his eyes....do i need to say more..

I won't  blame  if you don't get it, but it doesn't make it any less true... Anyway it doesn't matter for i ignored it as you wanted to.

Brain: Uff... You will thank me later.

(one less cherishable moment)

Two hours later..

Heart: As i turned round the corner, there he was standing next to the door with that longing, a dejected look, the look that made me...

Brain: common!! just say it ! he made you skip a beat. How hard is that?

(It's really painful to let my babe live them again, although she cherishes them)

Heart: Ever since that moment, not a day goes by without him in my thoughts.

Brain: Glad you noticed ! I'm growing sick of rewinding the memories with his face in it !!

Heart: Do you remember the day where he tried  to walk beside me,tried so hard to keep up with my pace.. Aawwww!! A day i would cherish forever :''>  :''>

Brain: Yep, I also remember you blushing  to an extent when the muscles could no longer control it and you were racing  to death . I had to step in to stop you from putting us on a display.

(How would i ever forget it? You deserve it my dear... but this time only someone who isn't gonna treat you as a JOKE.)

Heart: The other day when we were put in the same lecture, his frantic search for me.. almost got up from his place in the middle of the lecture. Now that is saying something without saying anything.

Brain: That could have been for any reason. How do you justify that as a search for you?!

Heart: You know better! We saw the excitement on his face on the mention of our batch being clubbed. We saw him turn around when he didn't find us next to our bestie while she took the same row he was in. Hope you haven't  forgotten the stare he gave us when you refrained us from being seated next to him.

Brain: You know better! Just saved you there.

(I hate it when she's right.)

Heart: Then came the dreadful day... reality kicked in,my nightmares came true, the rumors were true, I was willingly blind, none to blame but me..   He left me stranded.

I just went through every memory, verified every detail, checked for alternatives,anything small that i could have misinterpreted... which led me to the inevitable conclusion:

                           He came to me only in HER absence.

                           I wasn't at the center, as i thought i was..

                           I was more of a supplementary- the hard cold truth.

Brain: For once, I let you decide the course of life and look at the mess you make!

(I can bring her back out of this but... her understanding of his intentions weren't wrong, he was just clever enough... if i ask her to ignore the instincts to prevent further mishaps, she may end up giving upon love forever.. how am i to trick her into forgetting, without giving upon the hope of  TRUST ?)

(God help me...)

13 months later...

Brain: Scrolling..scrolling..scrolling.. heyy, the picture looks familiar. The one with the beard, is that him?

Heart: yep

Brain: Shall i scroll over?

(Didn't skip a beat)

Heart: Stop treating me like a lost soul. It's been 13 months!

Brain: I do the math.You don't have to remind me.

Heart: How about we pen this? The entire episode.

Brain: You are joking right? You can't be serious, after all this..you are not going down that lane again, recollecting every memory... just, shut up!

Heart: You know nothing puts me on track like writing does..

Brain: (Why does she always have to be right?)

Fine.. but i will also have a say in choosing the ones..

(The better way to make new memories is to simply delete the old ones, for the world is not short of  happenings.

The heart knows to heal itself, key is to silence the mind)

It took me freaking 13 months to know this!!

Heart: What did you know?

Brain: I just found that after all i wasn't paired with the dumbest of hearts :D :D

Heart: Love you... :)*  :)*