Is this it?

Will you be like this in the future too?

You were annoyed by my presence?

You hated my apologies?

Making me a beggar out of the little attention that you give?

For all my mistakes, will I always be punished?

Condemned and thrown out of the line?

For everything that I did to make up with you?

Do I really deserve this treatment?

And while our love was my only light today, will it be the same tomorrow?

I am scared by your rejection.

I am terrified of your anger.

I am scared to commit another mistake.

Is this how I am going to live in the future?

Trapped in fear of your cold treatment?

Should I wait in the corner waiting, begging for you to see me?

I love you.

But I don't know. 

I am not sure if this is how love should be.