It's almost us

It's almost a year but it seems like it's just yesterday. Thousands of things happened that I never thought it would. I came this far, but I'm not yet healed. It's not easy, and it will never be. Full blasted my effort but it didn't work, I gave everything just to make you feel my love, gave my time though I didn't have yours. You make me believe with all your thoughts that made me fall in love deeper, deeper, I almost drowned, drowned.. But then we came to this situation, you just don't know where you going, what to do.. You just want me to let go of you, to let go of what we have. It's just because you can't give the love and effort I'm expecting? But I never expected something, I never demand you to give or surpass whatever I give to you, all I want is you, your love, your attention, us...

We both have our goals and responsibilities, but does it really matter to end us? Can we just conquer it together and succeed together as well? Isn't possible? You told me so many things before you left, but opposite of what you did. You left me hanging, hanging with all the questions that keeps on breaking my heart. You said I'm more than enough, then why did you let go of me? I thought you would be my first, it's almost us..