NO, its not love when you wait for hours to get a text back. its not love when you hide your tears from him. its not love when you start feeling bad about yourself and about who you really are. no honey, its not love.
you know you made plenty of sacrifices for him, you left some of your friends, you even fought with your parents, you don't hang out with friends often and you rarely feel happy in your own skin.
if all this is happening, then dear its not what you thought. you are a beautiful human and you deserve much much better.
you have to understand your motive to live. if you are breathing then there is a reason and it is definitely not him. spend time with your family, friends and people who really care. if this relation calls for a break then whats wrong. sometimes its better to be selfish then to choose self harm
YOU, don't stop loving yourself. <3