Just Being Me

Just read a piece about an introvert's mind and I was like lol. Although I am not that harsh(in my mind only hahahaha. ) (though I found it funny and cute) but I found it somehow true. I have always been an intro since I was a kid and I didnt want to talk to anyone and I didnt want to go out or party. But since I wanted to learn sales I had to convert myself. I feel uncomfortable at the end of the day. My mind and body are longing for things I got used to for years. Yes I now mingle with people but where is the result? This makes me more confused now. Where is the justice? I want to be me again but I can not go back and leave the things that I have started few years ago. Think think think