Kismet

I want to curse fate for letting us met
Coz I suck dealing with the hurt
Can't accept that bittersweet ending
Too worn out to have another sadness set in

Am I that bad if I say I wish we never met?
Coz if I am then just let me be
I wanna be that villain and be cruel
Maybe things could have been that easy.

But no, coz I choose to be that girl
Vulnerable and ready to take the risk
Too naive for the aftermath
Didn't realize it could make her sick.

And yes even this poem doesn't really make sense
I'm no good in matching each words and phrases
All I wanted to say was I wish I could just forget
Everything about that day fate made us met.