Last Letter For My Mother

1999 was the year that I was born,
On that year some people did mourn.
Did I made you happy?
On the first time that you saw me?

Or you already felt the anger?
You was been raped, I know that better.
Did you loved me just even a bit?
Or not that's why I've always been hit

We are always fighting
And its really tiring...
What can I do to make things better,
Should I just write my last letter?

I will fill it with unfathomable love,
The thing that we never have
Goodbye, this is my farewell
But anyway I hope you'll be well.

-sincerely your child