Letter To Him

If I had a chance to confess you something, then I would have definitely confessed you my love.... My never ending love to you....

Every words coming out from my mouth is all about you. Everything here reminds me of you. I can write a book on you. If you had ask me to. My day begins from you, and it ends from you. Pondering thoughts of you is never less.

If I could regret for something then it would be letting you have by someone else and not me.

Now I much prefer is to write, instead of expressing . It's much better that way. I know how to express my feelings but I'm afraid to do it. I'm afraid of losing you. I'm afraid of losing our friendship. And I'm afraid of everything.

I think you judge me....you judge me as a silent person and not as a jolly person , I stay as a silent person just to avoid confessing you that, I love you.

Yes, I love you. I love you from the day I started knowing you. I love you from the day we started talking.
I wish I could tell you what a lucky charm you are to me... I wish I could.

You are more than what you think of yourself. You are  a treasure....a real treasure.
I know you for only less than four years, but it feels like I have know you from a long time.

My love is one-sided, my feelings are one-sided.

  I even know that we can't be together . But no worries, I'm happy that atleast....atleast I can have you as mine in my dreams. And for now that's enough. And am happy with that.

I know I could never love you the way she does. I could never make you happy the way she could.

If I get a chance to get free of something then it would be you.  Yes you I'm tired of thinking of you. I'm tired loving you. I'm tired of writing about you. I'm tired of giving my words to you.

I wish you read this and I hope you realize my love for you. The never ending love for you. If you ever read this , I hope you realize who you are.

I love you , I wish you had known this.... I wish..

Your admirer!!!!